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Tuesday, October 21, 2003


Depavali Celebrations ~~ 
Woah liao.. I can't believe it sia..
My unit went for an outing/celebration at our HQ.. yes. the nearest festival is none other than DEpavali.. woah.. the food given there was not bad.. i should say.. haha.. i wonder what's in the bowl of soup that i drank yesterday... tasted like corns n sago.. woah.. power sia..
Hmm.. it was also my 1st time i seen so many high ranking officers sia... buah tahan!!!
Too Power liao!! It makes my Major.. look like so small.. hahah.. anyway.. i was shocked to know that the head of amour has actually the same name as me.. haha.. not bad right.. hahah...

Hmm.. also enjoyed myself there.. more like kanna sabo by my friend... idiot.. ask me to go volunteer to play a game.. hahaha.. guess whaat is the game.... i will never ever expect it to be... its none other than to dance an indian dance.. yeah!!! lucky got a indian MTV to watch sia.. if not.. i sure die n freeze on the spot...
The best part was i think when i was told what to do for the game.. my mind was like.. SHIT ... how the hell am i going to do it sia.. my facial expression hmm.. can tell a million words i guess..hahah.. well.. i just dance n do what a phrase normally say.. monkey see.. monkey do.. hahah... feel stupid while dancing.. but well.. the consolation was that i won a mini hi-five.. not bad la... hahah.. although the looks its a bit old.. but it can play cds, tape, radio.. well.. and the best thing.. its portable!! hahah.. so not bad la!! heehee..=)

Hmm.. well.. i had enjoyed my bday alot on the actual day(161003) .. heehee.. met up by chance to see my junior... hmm.. although i heard a few bad things from her.. but i'm glad that she still remembers me.. hahah.. although my nick in her mind is more vividly remembered.. sob sob.. but we did chat a little abt my club.. Don't think i can do much at the moment for my club.. hopefully things will get better when the next sem is started for them..
haiz... hmm.. oh ya.. went to have a power Japanese food for my bday.. muahah.. eat till i almost died.. heehee... its a buffet.. wah.. tell u.. i whack the salmon sashimi like siao.. haha.. i think i won't be touching any jap food for the next few weeks.. heehee...

Hmm... i guess that's abt what i want to post for now.. maybe when i have something.. i will post again..

posted by Bern @ 8:57 PM

Thursday, October 16, 2003


Being 21 from Now onwards..... 
Hmm... Time really flies.....
haha.. Today.. I am already 21 hahah..
Well... it good to step into adult hood now..
Hope that this year will be a year filled with fun and joy for me..
haha...
Now at my dad's office.. got a day off for my birthday.. shiok!!!
hehee.. don't know what to do later.. hmm...
Maybe go Taka walk walk.. see got anything to buy or not.. haha..
Arrgghh... die die also cannot waste today!!! if not will feel bad abt it..
must go enjoy.. heehee...

posted by Bern @ 1:07 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2003


Memorable 21st Bday Celebration~~~ 
Gee Hee....
Although its already 3 days ago that i had my 21st bday celebration, i still can remember it vividly till now!!
hahaa..
It was held at my house.. heehee.. and most of the guest came about 7pm.. heehee...
Hmm.. there was lots of surprises... With many gifts and ang baos.. heehee..
The most important one was that most of my friends i invited turn up for the event!! That to me was the greatest present that each one of them gave to me...
Although... i did have to say sorry for not being a good host to most of you guys who came.. but i hope that u can understand... heehee.. i really wanna thank u all for making time from ur busy schedules to come ... Esp... my Rotaract friends... Suresh.. Haizah.. Wei Kang.. Tze Tzen..Thersa.. Miao Ling.. Racheal.. Siew Chin... my church friends.. Edwin.. Nana... heehee..my god sis.. Jacqueline..my close poly friends.. Denise & bf... Ah Beng.. Ah Meng... Ah Tai... Cry cry... Bao Bao.. Stanley... my poly classmates... Siew Hoon.. Elieen... Ann.. Wen Qing.. Shuling... Pualine..Juliet...Janice... not forgeting my lecturer.. Jonas Lee.. heehee. .. really .. u all are the greatest!!! Thank U so much!!!
It really made my day.. although i was tired.. but i really had lots of fun with u all!!! Thanks!! Well.. now that my celebration is over.. its only one more day to my actual bday.. so wanna wish myself Happy 21st Birthday.. haha.. a bit lammed.. but just to have the good memories to be on thurs too.. heehee..
Mann.. can't believe it that i am going to be 21 liao.. heehee.. going to be an adult in the eyes of the law in singapore.. kinda fast.. hmm.. well.. hope that this new year will bring me joy and blessings !!! heehee.. maybe can also find myself a girl-friend.. heehee.. that will depend i guess. heehee.. okay la. i got to go liao.. so take care ya..
AND YA!!!>.. ED.. and Na NA... the photo taking that day.. really.. not that i forget u both la.. just that u are hiding behind all my friends and relatives... heehee.. okay la.. i admit la. .my fault la.. but thanks for the porch.. i really like it.. will surely use it one.. heehee..
=)

posted by Bern @ 12:31 AM

Wednesday, October 08, 2003


End of Courses 
Hemm.. Well today is the last day of my fun course... haiz.. damm.. wasted.. need to go back to camp later to stay.. haiz.. well. i can't do anything abt it.. but just came back and play with my darling doggy... hmm.. promised him that i will bring him down for a walk at 1900hrs.. well.. its abt time liao..

I did see a not so bad looking DXO during the course as well.. heehee.. guess what.. she is also born in 82.. haha.. well.. can't say much now.. i got to keep to my part of my promise.. heehee..

Will update somemore when i can!!
Chaoz!!@

posted by Bern @ 6:57 PM

Feeling a bit sad~~ 
Hee Hee..
A bit funny right.. why am i having such a title head but still laughing.. hmm... okay.. its something like this, i have been thinking about what things that i have missed out that 21yrs of my life of living in this earth.... and there is lots of things that i missed.. Heck of alot.. such as getting to know more people... doing the things i always wanted but can't due to either one, my health problem or two the lag of time to do so.. haiz.. The wrost part about it all well i guess will be my pathetic love life .. muahah... didn't know what to say about it... just feel like a lousy 'L-O-S-E-R'.. Don't know what got into me.. but just that i have to like someone that will just break my heart into a million pieces.. haiz.. well.. what to do.. all i can say is that maybe.. someday.. some where out there.. i will be able to find the other half of me.. haha.. how long will that be.. hmm.. i also have no idea at all..

Sometimes in life, i guess there are lots of opportunities waiting to be grabbed by us.. however, due to some unforeseen circumstances we will just be putting the opportunities aside.. letting it pass us.. as if they weren't meant for us.. But in actual fact! they are meant for us! Yes YOu.. only You.. but u just didn't want to take it.. and yes.. being Human beings.. we like to blame the whole wide world and not ourselves for the mistake that we make by letting the chance slipped by... *Sigh*

NOw that in army... life seems to be so routine that u are like a robot in there.. this timing do what do what.. that timing do what do what.. haiz... its like no life at all.. The wrost thing that i have to tolerate is the politics in the army.. it sucks to to the core.. esp when its like double standards... On one hand.. there are core values that the army say they want to have.. such as Loyalty to country.. Fighting Spirit.. CARE FOR SOILDERS.. esp.. it all depends alot on the superior...

Some superiors just intend to push their weight around here and there... As for the poor men like me.. just have to take it.. we don't like it but we just can't voice up.. funny arh... i guess that's the life that most of us will be going through very soon if not already past...

Then yesterday when i came back home.. my doggy had made a mess as he played with his food... oh.. man.. i guess i did spank him hard enough that he didn't want to eat the food... haha... well. i guess sometimes doggy will have to be discipline as well.. heehee...

But putting all these sad moments aside.. i just wanna say a big THANK^U to all my good friends who suck with me through thick and thin!! People like J.. Pat.. Ben.. Ed.. Ah Teck.. Cry.. Denise... really.. thanks for standing by me when i feel really down.. haha.. Thinking about this happy thoughts.. i had some flash backs when i walked past Raffles City Mall yesterday.. haha.. those were the times where Ed and i just sat down on the bench and talk our hearts out.. laughing.. and joking about everything.. haha.. then i also remembered that we played pool together at Billy..haha. the jokes that we made.. was really good.. esp the one abt catching the most wanted man while we are on duty playing pool.. hahah.. all sorts of things.. i will always remember..

As for J.. you can say to be one of my ever closest friend i have now.. haha.. all the little things about who i like.. who u liked before.. hahah.. now attached.. better not say too much.. heehee.. and all the funny things we do together.. haha. the most memorable one was at your house making stars for Sheena... while u are playing D2.. haha.. then u got one of the most valued shield for your paladin character.. haha.. hearld of the zaccaroom.. something like that la..hahah...

Pat.. well.. knowing u as a pal from secondary school to now seeing that u are going to ORD or should i say ROD soon.. bloodly hell... going to be a CV very soon.. u have changed alot since u went through army.. i can say that some of the values u used to think in the past are not what u hold closely now.. Army changes a person i will guess.. haha.. ya..

If i ever to go on... i think this blog will be way too long for me to finish typing.. haha.. but whatever... just wanna say a very BIG BIG BIG THANKS to all my close friends...
Really.. without you guys and gals there for me.. i think i won't be the same guy as u know now.. hahah..
^-^

posted by Bern @ 12:16 AM

Sunday, October 05, 2003


Interesting Week ahead!~~@ 
Woah.. i didn't update the blog for so long liao.... heehee.. almost a week.. hmm.. guess should do some thing abt it now.. hahah...
hmm.. let's see.. this coming week will surely be an interesting one ahead!! haha.. looking forward for it to come !! This entire week, i need not stay in camp..haha.. goes something like this, Monday go back to camp, Monday night book out as Tuesday and Wedenesday got course... then Thursday go back camp, Thursday book out.. Friday go back camp.. Friday book out camp for long weekend!! haha.. then Sat is my bday celebration!! hahah..
Woah.. time really flies sia...haha.. just another few more days will be my actual 21st bday.. haha.. then i am no longer a kid liao.. heehee...

Hmm.. anyway.. now i got lots of things to prepare.. haiz.. still don't know how many people confirm coming.. but i guess i will have to do some estimation... hopefully will be able to have a great time this sat at my place.. haha. the thought of it really brighten my day sia!! haha

Although camp life is still so boring n sucky.. i thought to myself and agreed to just live n let live my 2 1/2 yrs in there.. take it as a waste of time and just think of what i wanna do in the future.. haha.. NOw still thinking of whether or not to go Overseas to study or i just take the ACCA paper locally.. haiz.. most likely if i can, i will wanna go overseas..but its sure going to be a little lonely there la.. cos none of my friends i know now, will be going overseas to further their studies.. haiz...

I wonder what will life be studying overseas.. haha. i guess its all the fault of the poor planning of the gov. too bad .. now that they realised their mistakes.. its already too late i guess.. too many of the poly grads are going overseas to take their degree courses instead of taking them here.. haha. that's why i say, if ever will this place be at war, i will wonder how many people will just go.. hahah. okay la. i think i better not talk abt this anymore.. spoils my mood.. hahah..

hmm.. now i guess i will be back to planning for my sat's celebration.. hehee...
Chaoz~~~

posted by Bern @ 3:17 PM