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Exciting Weekend~
Hmm... Well, since the last time i left my blog... about a few days back... quite a number of things came to my mind...
Life in army... was really never interesting nor is it that fun as i expected it to be... so i guess all i can do is just to carry on acting in camp... Haiz.. its quite tiring... esp when i have to put on lots of mask now and then....
Well.. forget about army....
Lets go to my personnal life... haha..
Hmm.. just yesterday (201203) i went to City Harvest Church with Ben for a mini Sun concert.. haha.. it was the 1st time i went there.. but for very sure, i did enjoyed myself.. haha.. maybe its because of the tiring act i have to put up in camp.. Then at church.. where its only just me and God... I just felt a peace in my heart...
Like a burden that i was carrying was just lifted up from me.. and its just like woah.. i no have to put up an act or whatsoever...
Gotto thank Pascal for inviting me over if not.. i guess its just like any other weekend...
boring and nothing much to do...
During the service/concert... i looked around the church and see God's people filled with excitment and full of joy in them...
Then i looked at myself... woah... tired out.. over burdened.... felt meaningless... lonely at times
too...
Then suddenly, when they started singing praises and songs .... i just felt like crying.. i have no idea why.. but just wanted to ... When i heard the testimony of how a taiwanese girl's life was
changed by God's touch and care... i am just so happy!! hahah....
And one thing for sure that i know... God really cares for his children!!
Then later in the night.. i went to watched the LORD of the RINGS - The return of the king...
Cool sia.. with all the war and morale of the people fighting the orcs and ogres.. haha.. i love it !!
hahah..
Then just came back not too long from Jamel's birthday party.. at MS (ie Marina South).. Ate Steamboat.. until abit scared.. haha..
Know a few of his friends.. not bad.. some are quite funny.. infact i think most are quite corny and just feel quite relax with them..
haha.. Felt a bit paiseh too.. cos i didn't get him anything.. maybe i might catch up with him for christmas and pass him the present.. heehee..
Well. i guess i better get going.. i hope i can finish the work load asap...
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
Long Long time no Blog~~~~
Hello Hello~~~~
Finally... I am back once again... hahah...
Haven't been blogging at all these few weeks... heehee.. its like a month like that.. haha..
I guess the power of PS2 can really be strong when there is good games to play~~
hahah.. i have recently bought a few new games.. haha.. yuppie.. that's why i haven't been coming to blog.. heehee.. be hooked by the games... oh my gosh~~~ =P
Okay.. maybe i shall say some feelings i have in my mind now....
recently.. i found out something very unique about myself... and the best part of it is when i least expect it.. esp when i thought that well.. life in army is like a routine.. wake up, do work, eat, play sports, sleep.. and the cycle repeats itself......
Hmm... i guess i thought i had a boring life to live... oh man.. then i am wrong... hahah...
Duhz~~~~
I don't know... just recently, it came to my mind... i seem to like girls who are not that close to me... i have no idea why.. but i will tend to develop feelings of liking them easier than those i already know rotten well from inside out...
Funny right~~~... just don't know why... haha.. i guess its just my way of life... i like to go after people that i don't really have an idea of who she is... haha.. feels like a mystery i guess...
But on the other hand... i am also worried that i might lose the friendship of the person... esp because i don't really know her... hahah.... ( Don't know why on earth am i laughing)
Well.. now... i don't even know whether or not i really have someone in my mind.. or do i have second thoughts about it... *sigh*
Hmm... Well.. i think for now.. i am in a state of confusion.. haha.. (still laughing)
I don't know why.. but i feel funny... Its like the show about a guy... always asking himself....
"To Be or Not to Be???"
for me.. i think its more like "To Like or Not to Like??"
Well.. putting that aside.....
I just realised something today.. haha. the world is really damm small!!!
My classmate.. Denise, her friend in magnam force.. is my officer's girl friend..
oh my gosh~~~
hahah.. damm the world is small!!!!
haiz.. well.. i guess.. that's life! esp.. when u r living in an urban city like singapore where there is 4 million people on a small Island...
I really need to wonder sometimes... i just feel like giving up and just let it go.. do what my heart tells... (oh no.. i am back to the topic again!~)
Life is short.. so why not risk it.. haiz~~~ just feel very wired!!!
Oh man!!! Don't know why am i thinking of it.. argghh!!! someone help@!
i think i need to call some counselling hot line.. hahah...
Funny sia~~
haha.....
i think i just stop here for a moment..
Now my brian or mind is not around anymore...
guess i wanna go have something to bite....