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Ending of another Tiring Week
Well.. Time just seems to slip away from me.
Without knowing and realising.. Its already Firday!!
Time and Tide waits for no man.. that's very true!!!
Haha... Well.. Just find that in my lousy camp, there are some warrant Officers
who are those who never lead by example.. they are there just to pick on people..
These are the people who i really despise and hate.. They should be blamed more than anyone else.. As a "Leader" They not only didn't show the others how to behave but yet go catch those that didn't do the right thing. The irony about this is that they themselves are not doing the right thing too.. Haiz.. i just don't bother..
THis organisation is really a upside down place.. filled with plenty of politics and all the rubbish...
hahah.. well.. what to do.. those who have signed on and remained as a warrant officer who only catch those who never do the right things but thyself also doing the wrong thing, aren't worth any respect at all!
That's all that i can mention about these lousy losers...
Hmm.. Just have no idea what will be my weekend like ....
Hopefully, it doesn't end like the last week one...
Almost fainted and died.. hahah...
LOts of stupid things and waste of time has been my last weekend..
Haiz.. Hope to look forward to something that i can find happiness in!!
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
First time Blogging in Camp
Interesting day at work today!
Got lots of yelling and scolding but all is not as bad as the end of the day...
Can't really say the reason out why.. but its of cos not a good thing...
Didn't really got a chance to blog the past few weeks as i have no idea why on earth is my blog being deleted.. damm...
Well.. Life at camp... never seem to be a joy for me...
Until now, my direct superior is still against me..
Whatever the reason for, i won't wanna to explore...
But no matter what.. i will not want to think about going to have my revenge or what so ever...
If i really did, Pls God, Up in the heaven above, help me forgive the stupid things that my superior is doing to me...
I just hope that i will not do anything stupid or foolish enough to disgrace my family..
OKay.. i think its enough about my lousy camp...
Wanna say something about my personal life.....
Hmm.. well.. sometimes i really envy those couples out there, holding hands and being so loving and blah blah blah..
But deep down inside me.. i just feel kinda empty.. don't know the reason why or what cause the emptiness but i just wanna find something to cover it up...
Things that i thought that won't change, changes....
Things that i thought that will change, doesn't...
For once i really hope for some good changes around me...
Something good that i can really look forward to..
But what is left installed for me, i have no idea at all...
hahah.. what an irony...
Sometimes i just don't know why am i so slow in reacting in certain situations...
Situations that can really change my life...
BUt always being a cautious me, won't seem to get me any where too...
Its like a cross road for me here...
Moving up, is not a wise choice
Going left, is a dead end
Turning right, is to no where
Looking back.... Alot of time being wasted down the drain...
Sometimes i just really don't know why....
Looking for something to satisfy my emptiness...
but its seem so so so far...
But when i think of how much have my character change, since i went into this "Organisation" ............. There are lots to reflect upon..........
My patience level.. not only drop.. but went head wire... out of my control...
My blood pressure... not only didn't maintain.. but went over board...
In my thoughts i did tell myself, i am just a little piece of shit in this shit hole..
Another few more months... actually still like 20 more to go... i will be back again.. in a world with human beings...
But every time i got a good scolding of which is what i find i didn't make the mistake, i just have to take the blame and yes... look like an idiot ... arrghh!!!
WHY am i back to talking about my work again... damm.. got to really get it out of my mind. =(
But one thing i will really like to thank God for is that he gives me a good family that really cares for me... My Father and brother and not forgeting my precious Sheltie...
hahah... Talking about my dog, he's sick this week... oh man.. my heart melted when i see him so not like himself....
Brought him to see the vet, he was diagnosed with a high fever and some foreign objects in his stomach.... hope that he will get well soon.... can't really bare the sad looking and sickly face i see when i reach home....
arghh......Sad thoughts again... haiz.. when will good things happen??
well.. can't really collect my thoughts for now.... Be back later if i can still think of any good thoughts..
Monday, May 17, 2004
Ho HO HO~~~
Yeah!! my Blog got mad one day and all went crazy!!!
damm.. i was so sian.. don't know where to start sia~~~
haha....
Thank Man Ed!!
Anyways... Drop me a sms when n where u wanna meet la~~
haha...
Well.. will be back again to post the latest update of my sucky life in camp~
See ya forks ard!