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Wednesday, July 20, 2005 Unwanted Stuff Okay.. it seems like ages & ages since i last been here.. I guess i am not those who can sit infront of the computer screen the whole day just to blog or write stuff down... Anyhow.. just feel like bloging today.. so just drop by n clean my webs on my blog.. heehee.. okay.. what do i have to write here.. let's see.. lots of things have been happening around me.. Mostly Bad.. nothing much of good to write... *sigh* I guess it will be all started with my close aunt n uncle got in a motorcyle accident on Sunday Morning... then followed by a good buddy of mine having some personal problems.. and then today... haiz.. another of my very close friend also having the same problem. OMG.. what have the world been doing lately?? So many things.. yet it seems that my friends ard me.. all having some of thier own problems.. Although i am having alot better life in camp now.. There are lots of politics that i still hate.. Nothing much i can do about it.. but one thing for sure... i just can't wait to ORD.. Will be going for my Operation on this coming Monday.. If i am to say i am not afaid.. i will be lying.. Then again, i am not that worried of my operation.. Funny feelings.. lots of thought in it.. just feel like a kind of emptiness.. Just been to my friend's church recently.. kinda bring back lots of memories.. WIth my old friends .. I wondered how have they been doing.. I guess to me.. life here is rather short.. its just like a turn of an eye.. i am going to be 23... i remembered that i used to tell myself.. no worries.. i still have a lot of time to do things.. i don't know now.. but i just find time flies way to fast for me to really do much.. one day = 24 hours = 1440 mins = 86400 secs.. its like so so scary.. so fast.. time just ticks by n by.. without knowing... it just goes.. So much things to do.. but so little time to spare.. I don't even know what am i trying to say now. . . Oh man.... It will surely be a long time later that i will be back here to post something.. i am just lost for now... The one good thing that i can remember that happened to me recently is that i have met up with an old friend... Glad that she still remembers me.. i have already thought that she had forgotten me for good.. hehe.. well i guess fate was good to me.. met up in a bus .. didn't even expect to see her. haha. she's still the same as ever, blur like sotong.. heehee.. felt really great seeing her.. well.. i think if there is a chance.. i hope not to lose her again.. maybe i guess. OKay.. i think my mind is already going nuts.. i am not in a correct state of mind to post any more stuff.. if i ever keep continuing.. i think i will not finish... i just wish to see all my friends n family ard me. be very happy.. cos if they are.. so am i............
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